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Unbeautiful [Jul. 2nd, 2009|09:42 pm]

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light on my back [Jun. 20th, 2009|10:47 pm]

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and when the summer comes, I stare at the sky
and wonder what shade of crayola your eyes are today
or if you're sketching out on sidewalks the way you always did.
and I know that it's because of you that the night washes away these sunbeams
and it's your hand that drew the celestial flurries that make me so jealous of the stars
because every night, they get to see you.

I find myself lacing glitter-washed vines in the keys of my piano
and changing the words in my song book to tell secrets 
twisted into lies while shedding a hint of the truth
and with hands hovering over sparkling ivory and ebony keys that glow in the moonlight
I can't help but notice that the melody is you
and despite wavering octaves and complicated chords
you're my favorite song.

Your world, 
the stuff of dreams,
that soft collision
of gently worn ghosts
and the fraying edges
of summer nights,
pools under the sky
like the backwater of heaven.
Rifts of melodies,
caught round your fingers,
court and spark
the softest demons -
full of poetry
and sweet oaths;
and dark stars,
bright as crickets,
glister with agate
against the window.
You wear me
like linen and cloves,
fine smoke from storms
and the echo of midnight,
caught under your spell.


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The result of being stuck in shops with bad songs playing in the background. Cheesy times Hundred.
Stab stab stab.

 
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2009|11:40 pm]


Yes, Im'ma Hobo. Cept' that I have a home.

Well, I never actually realised people bothered to read my random spoutings. But this way I sometimes get stuff that i want, eg. Neuromancer (Thanks Jun!) So maybe it is a good thing to not lock one's posts. 


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The difference between good and evil,
Is sometimes hard to observe,
Both, at times, require you to stand firm,
At times, both require you to kneel
One denotes a moral state of mind,
The other quite the reverse
So much has been done in the name of both,
That it's hard to decide which is worse'

Many of us struggle with the perception,
We find ourselves debating everyday,
And yet when the debating is over,
We find that nothing has really changed
This need to judge people for being right or wrong,
Compels us to lose ourselves in a fight,
A fight that consumes all our days,
And that can never truly be won;

There is no justification,
For giving up all hope,
Always, always, there is a reason,
To hang on and to cope
Good and evil are shadowy things,
That will never truly be defined,
Because they are both so different,
To every single persons eyes;

I do not profess to be good or evil,
Nor do I profess to be right or wrong,
I simply keep my mind open,
As the years of my life go on
Living life as best I can,
Is what really makes me tick,
I do not see the world as black and white,
I simply see the shadows in the music.


xoxo
 
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mobile connect [Jun. 10th, 2009|05:52 pm]




BAD HAIRCUTS PISS THE CRAP OUTTA ME. AND I'VE GOT ONE BAD CROP SITTING ON MY HEAD NOW. 
It reminds me of one of those army cuts, where one doesn't even have enough hair to hold or comb. I look like a boy, yet again. What's new. 




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she's a runner, a rebel and a stunner/ [Jun. 7th, 2009|12:04 am]



So, here I am. Amidst the drawing of a deconstrued pig, cleaning my iTunes, and imagining dances in my head, I'm making dire attempts at reviving this dead part of my non-existent life. How've I been? I honestly don't know. I love what I've gotten myself into, the adrenaline's all I need to keep me going. But at times I'm wishing for a traffic light, so that I could take a moment to just stand still. To just sit, and do nothing. I'm sick of always thinking about an issue at the back of my mind; I want to sit and not think just for a moment. So that's actually my deepest, darkest secret for a birthday gift.

I'm been told to acquire garments for my stay at UWC, cause there's no shopping there or anything. As bimbotic as this sounds, I BOUGHT TWO SKIRTS! :D Go me. Now, to find time to wear them. I've got an entire list of things I want, but most prolly would never be able to get because of my complete lack of yen, so I'm hoping they drop from the sky. No, seriously, I'm wishing they do.

1. Lotsa wrist cuffs/bands/rings (Yes if You know me well enough You'd know that I've a fetish for silver rings)
2. Huge ass duffel which I've been looking out for since forever.
3. Trainers, that fit.
4. Tees, as many as I can get for under 8 bucks each. Yes, I'm on that tight a budget.
5. An acoustic guitar. Mine has issues with itself. 
6. I'm not gonna say Nikon blahblah cause its never gonna happen. But yes, a Nikon would be splendid.
7. You'd never believe it but I need dresses. Not a personal choice though. Its more of a necessity.
8. Sandals. Or maybe Dunks.
9. Neverending supply of Waffle Crisp and Mountain Dew. No silly, not both at the same time.
10. Hoodies! :D
11. Long sleeved tops cause I like them.
12. CD's.
13. TIME.
14. And if I think of any more I'll post it up here. In case God visits Livejournals on his off days.

There're places I wanna go to before leaving; Hidden Parks, Thrift Stores, Jap Cemetery near ex-Chem Tuition Centre (Yes weird ass place but I love it there), and any place that's not crowded or noisy actually. And I wanna head to these places with the people I love.

So dear Divine up there,
If You're listening(Or reading),
Please loan me some time.
I'll pay You back when I get some myself.
Its a deal.

Love, 
Ivhanmuse.



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it's all been done [May. 2nd, 2009|10:25 pm]


HOPEFULLY UP ON MY WALL IF I DON'T SCREW UP.
WHY IS POP ART SO DIFFICULT TO PAINTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :/
But as Bryant says, 'It'll be epic if you're successful.'


I'll take out every wasted honour, and past frustration.
Say what You need to say.
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